today (thursday, i guess) and tomorrow are my final days of exams! - i am worn out! so from today to monday i will definately be fasting. i fly out to go home monday (which is overseas) so i will not even arrive until tuesday.

plan:
water, tea, propel...maybe some orange slices. anyone in?
hoping for a 10lb loss - high, i know...but i want to start chrismtas break off on the right foot. i'll be at the parents house, so i'm going to try for fasting all day and then eating dinner with them...man, it sucks giving up college independence!

so i got caught. my dad said he's been watching me since i got home and said i do not eat anything. he yelled about how unhealthy it was and has been making me eat...in other words all my work is ruined and i'm up 10 pounds. i only needed ten more for my goal, but now i'm back to 20. help!
i don't know what to do.
i think i will run in the morning and workout again in the afternoon at the gym. food will be 3 times a day - egg whites, then an apple, then a salad/boca burger. is that about 300-400? i have a month left to hit my goal weight...but with all that is it possible? i hate summers with parents - all independence from college is gone!

just got out of my second treatment. gained 20 lbs.
parents will be gone for at least 4 day...maybe 7. planning a 4 day fast..then i'm going vegan and eating basically an apple and salad a day...hopefully this 'recovery' weight will come off in less than a month. i hate coming home and having tighter clothes...all my restriction and strength for nothing.

141 today after long binges because of dad.

today = liquids, yogurt (45), little hummus (30), syrup (25)
so 100 cals.

going to go to the gym 7-9

9-10 = shower
11-11:40 = time capsule stuff
12 - time capsule
2-3 = paper
10 = wake up
10:30 =astronomy 11:30
12:00 =hair
12:30 = greek
3:30 = pt.

wow i can't believe it's April 2008 and it has been year. just looking at these past entries...well i'm 138 right now - god i could die..10 lbs heavier!!!
well i plan on 100 all week. i took pics...but i prefer having an "after" shot with my before. going to this cool thing for 3 weeks this summer and everyone basically lives in bikinis :(
so today so far = fresca (0 cals).
going to gym now = 1 hr. elliptical and maybe 1 hr swimming?
write paper
study for exams
tomorrow = go to PT so i don't have to on Wed. or else I will pass out. Tuesday = only water.
thursday = avoid barbeque!!!!!!
from now until may is 11 10 days! so 1000 cals in 10 days.
hopefully i will lose at least 10 lbs.
i want to be like the girls on Survivor.
goal = MAY 1 = 128

sorry for the second post.
but with warm weather comes de-layering of clothing... is there really anyway to hide weight loss or let it gradually appear so it isn't really noticeable - i was recently released from a recovery program and extreme thinness all at once might not please the parents!

hey how have u guys done on the 2468 diet that have tried it? i'm thinking about it tomorrow but not too sure about the 800 :(

sooo i'm trying to find away to lose but not pass out?
anyone have success w/ 2468? if so how much?
my problem is i constantly have to do workouts involving running, pushups, etc...and if i pass out in front of everyone = VERY bad!.

any suggestions on keeping myself from fainting? i'm goingt to attempt 2468/ 1357 for 3 weeks...but it's the passing out in front of everyone and not running fast enough that i'm worried about.

ok so today is day 500. so far i have had coffee. weighed in at 128 today cuz of my binge...that's ok..sycks...but ill fix it.

convinved my mom to go on a picnic so it looks like im eating before my weekend fast....but we're only taking watermelon = awesommme!

im rounding coffe to 100 cals. watermelon = 50?
500-150= 350 left.
= sandwich (140)
gum (5)
pear (100)
mmmaybe oatmeal (120) or coffee.

update later tonight.

fast weekend = diet coke, water, tea...might allow 2 pieces gum (10)

it's been a while since i've actually posted here but i will now.
School starts aug. 15th and im determined to get to 118. made it in June to 115 but we moved and i was stuck in the house and we kept going out to eat.

so i figured i wont eat much if im too embarrassed to post it here. today im 127 but mum made me eat sooo much. im on the 12345 plan and tomorrow is 5! yes.

CW = 127
1stgw = 125
2ndgw = 120
3rdgw = 118

..dont know where ill go from there. im gonna try sugar free red bull...i tried the regular kind once and hated it. sooo tomorrow is 500.

500 =
BOCA = 70, Bread = 70 --- 6:00
pickle = 5
gum = 5 ---- 7:00
pear = 100 --- 3/4:00
watermelon = 100 (alot!!) -- 1:00
oatmeal = 120 --- mayyybe

yesterday i only had liquids--water,watermelon juice, and other fruits blended together.
today, so far, i have only had applesauce. gonna try to survive the heat as i go for a run. after ill go to wal mart and get a new scale (mom said i could since she is keeping the old one- so cool of her!) i simply said im using it so i dont gain the college freshman 15. my sister is a little chubby and always dieting so my mom is proud to have a skinny daughter like me...she actually praises my bonyness...as long as she thinks im eating. hmmm i am doing a military thing too so i have to be thin but strong enough to run and do pushups and situps..which is great since ill stay in shape...they even agreed to not getting me a meal plan and i can have a fridge in my dorm and theyll give me money to use to buy whatever food i want. im 5'8 and wanna hit 118 by school, so ill say how much i have to lose once i found out my current weight...so excited! i go to school august 15.....that one month 3 weeks....i think in 7 weeks u could lose at least 14 lbs. and i think thats more than enough to hit my goal.

Do u think I will lose 15 pounds on this by June 12th???

MAY                                                                                              June
Sun. 20 - 300 cals                                              Sat.2- 200
Mon. 21 - 200                                                       Sun3-200
Tues.22- 400                                                      Mon. 4 -400
Wed. 23- 600                                                     Tue.5 - 300
Thur.24- 800                                                      Wed. 6- 200
Fri.25- 200                                                          Thur.7-300
Sat.26-200                                                           Fri.8-200
Sun.27-200                                                         Sat.9-400
Mond.28-200                                                     Sun. 10 -100
Tue.29-200                                                        Mon. 11- 200
Wed.30-400                                                      TUES.12- 400
Thur.31-600
Fri.1-800   

today went well...im sooo proud of myself.. i kept going in the kitchen like a hundred times but i resisted...i almost broke down about 30 minutes ago but quickly made tea and threw some splenda into it.

tomorrow is 50 cals. allowed so i'll either have water and 2 hot chocolates, or jello, or hot pudding (mmmm ! great appetite surpressant)

 5'8
CW133 lbs.
GW 118...for now
HW 140 (ughhhh i hate weight training...stupid muscle...itll all come off this summer!!!)

Its seems everytime i get a pound or two away from my goal weight i purge.
i am finally placing these in my NO category:
****PEANUT BUTTER***
CEREAL
CHIPS
ICE CREAM

i went on the website for fading obsession to check out their different types of fasting/dieting.
rainbow diet is good the first couple days but i cant sneak past my parents on the other ones.
i this hardcore gym class at school where we are in the waitroom or constantly running (so i have to eat breakfast or ill pass out in front of everyone!) 

which have u guys found most succesful restricting (500 cal?), 2468, 3 a day diet (check fading obsession website), or anything else?

i just need enough energy to get through that school workout so not much, i skip lunch, then i just have to prove im eating at home.